An Everyday Battle

Just a place to put what my thoughts really revolve around constantly, which would be my weight.

It hurts to realize that you’ve become last years best friend

  • Everyone in the shower: spend 90% thinking about how they should solve world problems 10% showering
  • Me in the shower: spend 100% of the time hating my body

runningismylove:

calories, calories, calories

i feel like the majority of my time is spent counting calories, figuring out how many calories are in what foods, deciding how many calories to eat for my next meal, debating on whether i should lower my caloric intake, etc

calories, calories, calories

i need to stop

but at the same time

i don’t 

(via redefinitionofbeauty)